Randomness.

I ♥ Marching.

I ♥ Hebat.

I ♥ Food.

I ♥ Camwhoree.

I don't care if I don't look as good as others.

Because,

It's just a matter of confidence.

Decided to post more pictures

to my dear blog.

♥

smiles :D

真想,

回到小时候,

那个最任性自我的时候.

不需要理任何东西,

只顾着做自己爱做,要做的事.

离开学校,

远离永远做不完的功课,

远离那不可理喻的老师们,

远离那一大叠的课本作业.

一个人,

在一个没人的地方,

回想自己生命的一点一滴,

同时,也倒空自己.

远离烦恼,

在世上快乐地活着 :)

最近发觉我的朋友都是在互相连接着..

开始有朋友告诉我,

我认识你另一个朋友!!

怎么会这么巧呢..

世界看起来很大,

对吗?

其实很小罢了,

只是你不知道 xD

So many deadlines,

but I'm loitering here, and FB.

我不知自己已经讲了几遍.

结论: 付出行动才是最实际的.

Darlings,

I miss you all~

Looking at the pictures you guys took on Saturday,

I felt sad that I couldn't make it on that day.

Haihs~

After Sports Day, my life is all a mess.

I couldn't catch up with my homework.

I couldn't hand in my homework on time.

I couldn't prepare my oral test properly.

I'll face the possibility of marks deduction for PEBEL.

Many possibilities I shall face now.

However, I think it's worthy.

I promised to try my best in everything I do.

I'm trying very hard to not break my promise.

My very own masterpiece :D

which I am very proud of :)

Posted in FB 170410

They insisted to stay in my mind. I've no choice but to write it out.

1. When afternoon session's marchers join the morning session's after their recesses.

"Faster, stop walking, RUN!"
"Aiyorr..why don't they change their shirts?"
"Cham, dunno how will they match with the morning session's"
"Need to teach another round more.." -adrian.


2. When Adrian's commanding.

Any commands.

"Ehy, can u not dream or not?"
"Again."
"Good."
"Be aware."
"Be serious."
"Wrong leg larr..." -us.(when berhenti [but we got used to it] or whatever larr.)


Maju ke depan.

"90 degrees. Your hands!!"
"Don't drag your feet."
"Look at right marker. RIGHT MARKER!!"
"Not synchronized."


Belok.

"Inner take smaller steps. Middle take moderate steps. Outer take big steps."
"Align!!"
"Belok is different from pusing!" -jiawei.
"Ehy, i said belok kiri/kanan." *then laughters and aiyorr-s*.
"Don't go to the right larr. Drifting meh?"


Pusing.

"No matter what I said, follow the last command."
"Ke kiri pusing. [someone pusing-ed to the wrong direction] ehy, this side larr! [oops, sorry.] hahahah. Berhenti. Can u just stop dreaming?! Be serious."


Formation.

Ohm.

"One arm's length."
"Don't dream!!!"
"Don't laggggggg. plsssss..."
"Listen to JiaWei." [jiawei: listen to me, be serious!]
"1 ! 2 ! 3 ! 4 ! Lag, again."


Lightning.

"Check stood. stood dua stood, stood dua dua, check stood." -adrian's version.
"Check stood. stood dua stood, stood dua dua, stood dua tiga." -our version.
"Check stood (very loud), stood dua stood (softer abit), stood dua dua (remains), stood dua tiga (so soft), Followed by laughters. *adrian: so funny meh? why laugh?* "
"Don't be so geometrical. 90 degrees tepat-tepat. Just turn larr."
"Don't look at your feet. Look at the people!"
"What's the problem larr?! Failed."
"One more/ continue. *people started moving back to their original position* Did u hear me said continue/ one more? Means stay in yr position and go on."
"Don't move."
"Align yourself."


3. To motivate us.


Inter-house.

"We go to the gelanggang." (maju was there)
"Why come here can shout so loud, there cannot?"
" *rehatkan diri* [nearly everybody] hem, hem. *clearing throats* "

Pei Yinn

"I seriously hate unggul. So don't let them win, if not.."
"You people can do it. Believe in yourselves."
"I LOVE HEBAT!"
High fives with everybody.

Siew Sanz

"It's not about volume, it's about power."
"You don't believe in yourself? I believe in you. and I know you can do it."
"So can you do it?"
"We are..?"

and much more motivations.


4. That rainy Friday.

Before raining.

"Count. LOUDER."
"It's gonna rain, stop dreaming. we don't have enough time."

Raining.

"So saturday or sunday?!"
Quarrels, quarrels and more quarrels.
Piano class, tuition etc. etc.
JiaWei's "electric guitar is harder than your piano".

We went beside dewan.

"Luruskan barisan. *not enough space* half arm larr."
"Why big space then shout so soft, small space then so loud?"
"Can't hear your command."


Rain stops.

"You all look properly arh." -adrian to those who aren't in the line.
"It's like this, not like that!"
"Take smaller steps!"


5. MAC afternoon.

"Why didn't u buy one drink for me? I bought the cloth and the paint!" -lerynne.
"Next time kay? [lerynne: I know u'll forget. go now!] *Don't bother* "
"Pass to me the chips. I want eat."
"Omgoshh. Ice."
"I want cold water!!!!!!"


6.1st raptai day.

Raptai time.

"Gosh, other houses' afternoon session came. [other houses: why so lil people de?]"
"We had more guys than other houses. Maju had only eight, but we have more than that in our morning."
"It's okay. We do fake formation xD" -adrian.
"The lightning is perfect. Good job."

Afternoon's practice.

"Why these morning session's arr, morning raptai so perfect, afternoon become like that?!"
"Go break larr..! [adrian: just for awhile then want break d?] YES!!"
"Only Hebat stays till end of school xD"
"Why suddenly so loud? [kesatria there marr.] They leave already larr. [we don't care.] "
"See if that person look to our direction. [then that car leaves.] ==||| "
"See if the birds fly away or any reactions. HEBAT! [birds still remain the same]"
"Remember arr, tmr must come! 8am, dont be late."


7. 2nd raptai day.

"It's my final raptai. Don't let me down."
"You all can do it. I believe in you." -siew sanz.
"Who wants to go watch cheer? go watch larr. it's okay."-adrian.
"March. Cheer can watch on sports day."

Afternoon's practice

"Tmr sports day d. Reach at 5.30 am. MUST."
"Who can't reach at that time?!"


8. Sports Day.

"Do your best."
"You can do it."

Viewing video.

"Why didn't open the whole banner?"
"Not bad larr.."


9. Hebat's marchers.

"Who says 3.30?/ Who says be punctual?" - us to adrian.
"Ehy don't dream larr kayy."
"Can u all just listen and do?!"

Lightning:
"Pusing belakang pun can almost fall. Pusing only marr. What's so difficult?"
"If can do 5 rounds without any mistakes, u all can directly go home d. 3 chances given."

Sedia position:
"Sedia position. Who say can move?!!!"
"Waa..just turn back then you guys sit down larr."
"Jin, Gu, Bang!"
"Hahahaha.." -us.anytime.
"Sedia position can laugh can turn can whatever de larr?!"
"You all are so not discipline. See other rumah-s."
"Stand for 5 minutes. if not more than 5 mistakes, then I'll belanja each and every one of you 100 plus."


Humans:
Li Wei- the joker.
Le Rynne- freaked out at times.
Sher Wu- the cow.
Christy- "ehy your hands over 90 degrees d. I think's 120 d." -lerynne.
JiaWei- I'm the beaver as I hate Justin Bieber.
Daniel Lim- ask u to stop and pusing. You step while pusing like you're maju-ing half way. and late @ sports day.
Tim Sim- I haven't practice enough for 24 hours!
Ju Lien- when u let down the scroll, don't lag larr.
Rachel and Natalie- Rachel takes the banner first, after opening then it's natalie's turn.
James- the small cute guy. Everybody loves him xD
Afeqa- the girl who was not feeling well right before we started marching. @ sports day.
Daniel Yeap- the one who always reminds everybody about all marching stuff.
Kay Lyn- the Kenneth lover. scary at times.
Benjamin- afternoon session's commander. beginning of morning+afternoon practice, we couldn't find him.


10. If I didn't mention some of you guys, I'm so sorry. as I can't remember all the stuff. U all tell me and I shall edit it.

11. These memories are unforgettable.

12. Please do come back for marching next year.

13. Seniors, visit us often :)

14. Thanks to everybody :DD for making my Form Four year great xD xD

15. Oh ya, and afternoon session's, u all memang love to jump arh?

16. Remember, once Hebat, forever Hebat.

17. If u wear other houses' shirt, please don't appear in front of us. We'll shoot u with words, some of u experienced it, ya?

18. High spirits :) always.

19. Hebat 2010 Marching memang memorable :D

20. Proud to be in Hebat :)


And I shall end with,


Sekian, terima kasih.



MinErn. 11:48pm. 170410

I'm too lazy to type any post.

Just to share my love for Hebat :)

The feeling had come back.

and I feel sad.



So,


what can I do?

:)

Smile.

Will the disappointment being washed away?

I hope so.

:)

Suddenly awaiting for the rain,

to wash off those unhappiness.

We love you,

Hebat loves you.

=MinErn=

"Check Stood Up Up HEBAT!"

it still circles in my mind.

I feel the team spirit.

When the raptai began this morning, I felt team spirit

in Hebat marchers.

:)

It's power, not volume

~Siew Sanz.

And only Hebat had their morning sessions doing raptai w/o afternoon session :O

but it doesn't matter xD xD

Tmr's second raptai :DDD

with afternoon session this time :)

Go Hebat! :DDD

Sincerely I say,

I Love HEBAT!

and the marching team :)

Today we had marching practice.

And it rained :(

All the marchers were discussing when to practice,

as our formations were not done,

not DONE.

Saturday? Sunday?

Sunday? Saturday?

Some even said we go to Puan Lam's house and march in front.

Or march at the park then Puan Lam drives around to monitor us.

Some even said we go to school at night.

I think it's a great idea but

WHERE'S THE KEY?

or the gate remote..

Everyone's like panic,

angry,

quarreling,

shouting.

at each other.

Suddenly I felt the rain was telling us:

"No Hope, Stop that marching. No hope."

My heart replied:

"There's hope. And it'll burn greater when the sun's out."

We marched beside the hall,

doing half-arm luruskan barisan xD

and Daniel was leaning on me when he did that,

as Adrian didn't want to say pandang depan.

After the rain stopped,

we got off the shade and started marching our formations again.

The formations, I think they're great :D

although we're not done with them yet.

*in a low,bass voice* Lightning.

we spent lots of time doing that

as we made lots of mistakes.

But when we finally succeed,

smiles and laughters and also confidence

were in us.

:)

I don't know how it'll turn into when the form 1 and 2's add into it.

Thanks to u guys,

who were willing to teach me when I got blur,

who were willing to practice again just because of my mistake.

Thanks to JiaWei,

I didn't expect he could show that kind of respect to SinChew

:O

Hebat marchers,

we can do it :)

Tmr's MAC.

Involved in receiving prize for PMR :)

and also I'm gonna report about it.

Pray for the whole ceremony and the Nostalgia members.

and me :)

haha..

After that, I'll just stay in school for marching.

So another 11++ hours in school tmr :)

Hectic,

but I'm lovin' it.

Marching fire's burning.

印象

我给你们的印象,

真的就是

只会读书的书呆子印象吗?

为什么我参加操步,

这么多人都觉得很不可思议?

可能你们不知道,

我中一的时候,其实是要参加的,

只是在关键时刻扭到脚.

之后又因为交通问题,

才拖到今年的.

运动会就要到了.

练习练习练习~

加油!

一封,迟来的信

*我很自我地,加了一个逗号. xD *

昨天,这本书的作者来了我家 :)

她是来和我妈,还有2位曾经一起上课的同学聚会,

她不是来找我的 :(

*往脸上盖一巴掌* [自恋]

但是,我也就买了她的新作.

题目,请看题目.

注:不要理会那个逗号.

昨天晚上,花了约2个小时读完了这本短篇小说.

觉得自己有点像里头的主角,

只是没有她那么漂亮啦~ [我可是有自知之明的,呵]

她,可以静静地,不与他人交朋友.

我曾经也是如此.

但是我们之间的不同,

就是

她静静地,会有朋友找上门来;

我呢? 就如半透明般,

他们知道我的存在,

对他们而言,

我可有可无.

当然,我说的,不是全部人啦~

谢谢炜瑾,

我还有学记.

爱你们~

宝贝营选筹委.

上次会议,

你们讨论的,

我有份吗?

至少你们在需要帮助的时候想起我.

好长好长的一句.

但我因为这一句而释放自己了,

你知道吗?

我曾经为自己不被人注意而伤心过.

我曾经为很难掺入人群中而失望过.

我曾经为别人平时都不理我而质疑过.

我曾经为别人的一个动作,表情而怀疑过.

最近发现

接到的电话,收到的信息,

都是寻求帮助的.

"今天有什么功课是明天要交的吗?"

"这样功课怎么做?"

等等 等等..

我也很乐意地帮助啦~

让我想到,

至少你们在需要帮助的时候想起我.

好过没想起.

因此我满足,

因此我感恩

我的心结也就解开了,

心灵也被释放了.

至少你们在需要帮助的时候想起我 :)

这也就够了 :D

受难节

或称 Good Friday.

是为了纪念耶稣为我们被钉在十字架.

刚从教堂参加受难节聚会回来,

心中无数的感触.

耶稣为了我们世人所犯的罪,

被钉,

流出的宝血洗净我们的罪.

"神爱世人,甚至将祂的独生子赐给他们,叫一切信祂的,不致灭亡,反得永生."

~约翰福音 3:16

伟大,不舍求回报的爱.